65 : lovelove

Write exactly what's on your mind, and don't change it:

01.  Your 'ex' and You = are nonexistent!
02.  I am listening to = the washing machine.
03.  Maybe I should = harrass the volunteer coordinator.
04.  I love = real spring, hammocks, and the friendsies.
05.  My best friend(s) = no one; I don't believe in superlatives.
06.  I don't understand = the opposite sex.
07.  I have lost my respect = for certain nameless individuals.
08.  I last ate = ice.
09.  The meaning of my display name = is absolutely nothing.
10.  God = is fickle.
11.  Someday = is every day.
12.  I will always be = indecisive and difficult.
13.  Love seems to = be evasive.
14.  I never ever want to lose = my mind.
15.  My myspace is = stupid.
16.  I get annoyed when = people are unreasonably late.
17.  Parties = are better when smaller.
18.  Simple kisses = are weird.
19.  Today = made me grin like a fool.
20.  I wish = I was more productive.

Okay, I have been posting like a freak, I understand this.  But this time, I swear, it'll be my last for a while.  There is a boy I know who is slightly younger than me.  I am attracted to him, mainly because he is intelligent and business savvy, and he knows how to banter really well.  Nothing makes my heart flutter as much as mutual wit and sarcasm.  Unfortunately, I have a tendency to age discriminate despite how much I can like a person.  I think it's a psychological thing,  I don't know.  But he makes me smile whenever I see him because I know I can have a great and casual conversation with him if I wanted.

Also, after today, I realized how naturally affectionate I really am – just in general.  Even though I frown a lot and am usually always disdainful of others, depending on who they are, I'm much happier when I'm not.  I'm secretly big on hugs, apparently, and expressing love for other people.  Which is weird and unnatural to me, go figure.  Big contradiction, yes, I know.

Cut myself by accident, couldn't finish my coffee, killed Apologize on the piano, am starting to read The Other Boleyn Girl – um, and that's all.